Is today Wednesday or Thursday? I am pretty sure that I have lost a day somewhere. If today were Thursday that would mean that Tim is coming home, that is too good to be true so I guess it must be Wednesday.
I was thrown for a loop yesterday and have not recovered yet. My mom called me last night to let me know that my stepdad (I hate that word) is thinking of taking a job in CA, so they might be moving back. This might seem like great news, I live in CA so them moving closer would be great. But... we have a move planned to WA (where they currently live) scheduled for March. Of next year. As in about 90 days from now. Excuse me while I hyperventilate.
While we aren't/weren't moving for the sole reason of being closer to them, they had a lot to do with our decision. They were going to be our support system for starting off in a new state. They were going to watch the kids so Tim and I could have a date.
I am so torn now. Tim has no clue yet. I have this ball of anxiety in my stomach. Do we move? Do we stay here? Do we move to Kansas and say to hell with everyone? I feel like the weight of this move rests on my shoulders and it is bigger than I am. If we don't move as soon as he gets out of the military will we ever move? Do I want to live in CA forever?
Holy hell people, I need some advice!
Labels: family foolery, Me stuff, moving
1 Comments:
so call him your other dad rather than your step dad and stop hyperventilating there is a god and he is looking out for all of you. your mom is working on talking him out of it and making him see it her way. trust me i know your mother.
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